Too, too much

It just happens to be on every Monday morning I wake up, groaning "Crap, I have a lot to do this week." And I always have that minor battle with myself if I should show up to my first class. Its a 50 minute seminar about blockbuster drugs, and to some of us it may sound full of fun facts and interesting shit, but that is only going to happen if you like an old monotonous german professor. Class time is fortunately fairly easy relative to last quarter, with 2 classes back to back everyday, 12 to 3 pm.

It was barely week 2 when i realized that week 1 passed by us overnight. Then I blinked and now its week 8 and I have to start hitting the books a lot harder than usual. Papers and finals always ruin a good day, but I really don't know how I am staying on top of it when it seems that I am eventually going to procrastinate, but don't. I should be feeling lucky, but it baffles me that I have a sort of second wind that comes in, motivation that comes in out of no where. Under pressure, most of us would extrinsically work because we rather be stuck with a last minute effort paper, then turning no paper in at all. It feels like that when I work, but I have so much time after I finish it, which is really relieving. Fuck, I hope I just did not jynx myself for all the stuff I need to do.

I had too much for the weekend, and a lot more to finish in the following weeks. Unlike summer where I was yearning to be busy, and have things to do everyday other than sit back and watch everything collect dust, now I have so much on my plate. There is about 6 more psych chapters I need to read, 8-10 page exhibition review, and take-home exam for soc coming up. On top of it I got all the extra shit like rugby, and frat stuff. Practicing is the opposite of stressful though. It takes your mind of all the other things you need to do for the day and at the end of it you feel great about yourself and such.

It doesn't too bad, because it really isn't. But I have been lazy lately, and would really enjoy laying in bed watching TV and all my DVDs all day not worrying about a thing. Eventually we all have to put in our time, and hopefully in blink of an eye I will be worry free again.

all day everday, eddayday
Man the battlestations!