Give it a Try

Hello, hello! Well inspired by the one and only Jerome, I have come to an agreement to me and myself to start jotting down the numerous things that come to my mind everyday that i have usually keep bottled up in my mind. Also, I have been told by my psychiatrist that no one in the world knows i have, to write in a journal as often as possible. Then i should read it and go over the things that i have accomplished, lost, and pretty much anything i have experienced. Not sure at all how this will help, but yeah who knows im not the professional here.

For location, I am sitting on the second floor of Courtside C7 of the UCLA dorms. Unfortunately as of now, this lonely corner of the room on the second floor is the only place i can get connection to the internet. And yes my ass is losing feeling against the hard floor.

Tomorrow is week 4 of the fall quarter, and things are going pretty steady. I miss my friends from back home. Still to date they are my backbone, and I know I can count them to be there for me. It amuses me how a 5 minute call from Eric can lift me up, or a call from Jerome about "Offish" things makes me laugh, and a unexpected lift from Dusty and Tre free me from school, which has come to feel like prison sometimes. Yeah, yeah its UCLA, big bad ass school, (well of course not in football right now) but its not much when you do not have much. I wish I could bring my friends with me and experience it all together. But I have already learn that we all take our different paths and obtain certain things from where each of us goes. School is pretty TAF (tough as fuck), and most of it is because I have bombarded myself with too many activities. On the top of my head if I could put my priorities in order it would go

1. Family
2. School
3. Friends
4. Rugby
5. Work
6. Pike (Pi Kappa Alpha)

More or less, that is what i could think of at the moment. Dealing with all of those in one day can get pretty hectic. Trust me, when it comes to time management make sure you put time for eating, because when it came down to it one week I was so busy i had no time eat except after 9 pm. I have gotten better at managing these things, and once the quarter is over, I know that all of this hard work will be rewarding.

Although, whatever you put in something, you don't always get as much out of it,
but im willing to give it a try. That's pretty much what this fall quarter is
all about.

all day every day, edday day